Be Grateful or Regret with Your Name?

   Do you ever feel so annoyed or do not like your name for a reason? I think you're not alone, because i've experienced it too. As you know my name is Handhini Dewi Mustikah. That name was created by my parents. When i was in elementary school i didn't really like my name, because i thought it's too girly whereas i was soo tomboy in that moment. In addition, i didn't like about the spelling of my name, in generally the parents make their name children as 'Andini' but why my parents made it as 'Handhini'. In my name there additional words are [H]And[H]ini it's too long, right? I should correct my name every my friends write my name in wrong spelling. Furthermore, there are some of my friends that call my nickname as "Dhin" i was so annoying it's like i have name as "Udin", pffftt..
   I tried to ask my father "why dad give a name as Handhini not Andini?" my father said "we should different from the other". "And what is the meaning from Handhini Dewi Mustikah?" "Handhini is from Handayani it means useful, Dewi is because i'm a second daughter and Mustikah is a diamond stone, strong like diamond stone, so Handhini Dewi Mustikah is a strong and useful daughter.
   Since my father explained about my name i'm so grateful because the meaning of my name is sooo meaningful. I won't ever to change my name because my parents have made it by their heart and there a hope in my name. Whatever your name, just be grateful with it. Our parents always give the best thing for us as a child, don't ever regret with your name because the parents never put the wrong thing in our name.
   Talking about a name i have name for my children in the future. For the female i will give "Yuna", why? I think for the first when people hear name Yuna, it'll be a good person with a beauty heart. I really love it, and Yuna is from Africa, the meaning is nice looked. I also have a name for the male that is Dhananjaya. It is from Java, the meaning is knight and gentle. Is it good combination, right? I wish my children have a kind of heart but also be brave.
   I'm so sad because i have no childhood picture, i asked my father about it and he never took a pict of me😢